A Heartfelt Moment Unveiled, Love Whispered My Name…

I had come into this profound realization within myself, “I am loved”…not by another person but by the universe. “You are loved and supported they told me”. Tears welled up in my eyes, as I felt that love inside myself for the very first time, during my very first Psilocybin “Trip”. 

You see, I had a very difficult childhood in a family that didn’t know how to express love. Love to me, was domestic violence, addictions, sadness… and I spent most of my childhood curled up in the fetal position with my hands covering my ears, trying to block out the smashing of glass, the banging and fighting just to get a little sleep.

I really struggled to find my way with such a broken foundation and I felt extremely alone, as I entered in adulthood. Out of what felt like a longing and I continuely sought out love from all the wrong partners, who couldn’t see my value. 

It wasn’t until my sixth Psilocybin journey, that I actually really found true value within myself, enough to not allow the partners in my life to take advantage of my kind nature anymore and to truly stand in my power. 

Each Psilocybin journey I have been on has been like the missing puzzle piece to really finding my own grounding within myself. I don’t need a partner to feel valuable and although I still go through many challenges, I face them with more ease and now see “lessons” in them, I am no longer the victim of my challenges, instead I take away the wisdom from them. 

We are all the same, experiencing life’s challenges and gifts. None of us are immune to this duality. So once you accept that life is going to challenge you, you get to choose to surrender and learn, or fight and struggle. 

Psilocybin for me has been an annual deepening of my own spiritual connection with self and the unseen realms that we may not be able to access otherwise. Each journey that you experience in Psilocybin, will take you deeper than the one before. You are like an onion and you will peel back a layer at a time. You will uncover those hidden parts of yourself that you were too afraid or ashamed of to accept, giving them the love and compassion they always deserved.

This life is a true journey and there really is no destination, only growth and more peace even in the challenges. We are evolving, growing and expanding with every experience. If we see it as negative or positive that is just our “perception” of it. The truth is, it is actually perfect. Their cannot be positive without negative, it is the duality of nature. 

Doing a on going and regular Psilocybin practice is how I have evolved to a state of being that is more centred and grounded no matter what the chaos is outside of me. It has allowed me to peel back layers over time. I typically do one macro dose every year to a year and a half, to assist me with my own evolution.  

Once you start this journey of awakening and you understand how much love you can connect too, how can you not want to continue? 

The biggest feedback that people who meet me say is, “you have really good energy”, even when my whole life is falling apart on the outside;)

You see….our energy effects others. We are energy and people can heal within themselves or elevate their own frequency, just by being around you. That is the POWER we hold. 

So when you take steps on your own healing journey, you actually by default help others.

Imagine when your kids go through challenges or do things that really upset you, that you just “let them”, with a deep understanding and acceptance that it is their own journey and path and it doesn’t consume you the way it used too.  

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When someone hurts you, you learn to create healthy boundaries and speak with an assertiveness from a more grounded and centered place. A place with a deeper understanding that how people treat you is actually a reflection of your core wounds coming to the surface.

As you expand your understanding of the universe, you can begin to understand that there is so much more than just the material plane of existence at work here, not only in “theory” but in feeling. You can tap into the magic that exists all around us…

The question is are you truly ready to feel that magic and let go of the struggle?